"The Love That Wasn't Meant For Us"

The life I had before enrolling this institution whereI belong right now is incomparable. I can describemy existense asunwanted, that I am nobody to other people and has nothing to do in this world. I can say thosetimes that I am a pesemistic kind of person. My outlooks about love and life were so unclear. That I always asks myself "why do we need to love and to be loved by other people and; "why life issometimes unfair to us? "

Until such time came and I met a guywhobrought difference and alterations to me as a being. The place and the time when we met eachother was not proper. But it seems that destiny and love became playful to us. The friendship we built deepens into a serious relationship. Without knowing that one morning we woke up and just realized that we are falling inlove for each other. Sad to say, the guy that I am talking was my own teacher. I admit that I made a big mistake to my parents for not telling them the whole truth that I'm in a relationship with my teacher. And we both knew to ourselves that our relationship was forbidden, but then we still continue what we had.

Manypeople judge me for having him aspartof my life.Even my own friends and clasmates rose their eyebrows from the day they knew the whole story. But I never mind them with what they are saying and all I know that time is I love him.

Days came and we started to have some arguements regarding our age gap, our status and with his real intensions to me. Until it came to the point that we can't resist and resolve those problems. Unfortunately, we broke up and decided to have separate lives and to focus to our fields.

Days or month later, I heard that he is getting married to other girl. The first time I knew it,of course I'm in a big surprise and it hurts a lot.That I can't believe that in just a short time, he easily find someone and I am thinking that when we are still together, there's another girl also...Many questions ruined my mind but we can't go back in the time we had but those burdens about love served as my inspiration and I learned more about lovefor having him.

I Never Regret Having Him

The life I had before entering in this institution is not the same as what I have right now. During my high school years I considered myself as a loner yet happy go lucky kind of person. That I'm always thinking that I am unwanted in this world,everything that surrounds me are threat and I always worry about what the people might say or comment to me. Until such time that I enrolled in the school where I belong right now and then I met a guy that I must never meet during those times...That person I am talking about is a teacher. He courted me, but at the first time, I doubted his intentions. I admit it that student-teacher affair is prohibited. But what can I do, I'm only human that often commit mistakes.

As entering in that relationship, I encountered lots and several criticism from other people.That I am loosing my faith and hope to rescue that relationship... I am full of regrets that even in my own, I failed to protect him and we broke up! That we never fought our love for each other because there were issues that impedes our relationship.

But now I am happy for the life he chose! though we didn't click for each other we still remain as friends!!!...